Monday, October 31, 2011



me and my primary sch chumps yay 
I wanna get a horse btw 

Jesse

So right...

I need to spend my money wisely. Yeah that's basically it
Blegh
I need a holiday job. Anyone keen to go on a job hunt with me

Saturday, October 29, 2011

Birthday













Mine + Atiqah's birthday celebration @ Botanic Gardens
G g g r8 day with em gurls+boyzz hmm
Thanks to everyone!! Luv u guys mwah x

On a side note, i hate my hair:-(

Thursday, October 27, 2011


~~~We were born to be alone~~~
  Everybody all alone
~~~Born alone to be alone~~~
  We'll stand alone forever
~~~Standing on the world alone~~~
  Learning how to stand alone
~~~And always to be alone~~~
  We'll be alone forever

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Where is my mind

Enough is enough
Fuck all of you
Don't make me - 

I dont know what's your fucking problem. But fuck you back
You can suck my fucking non existent cock you cunt 
Fucking dumbfuck
You're so fucking sick if you gain pleasure from ruining someone's birthday
Yucks

Fuck off 

Monday, October 24, 2011

♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ 
x

Happy 15



Marina Square on a Monday 
PretttttTTTy boring because most of em shops were closed 
due to some annual dance and dinner lol

Afterwards went to pp to do my hair 
2 n 1/2 hours in a salon - longest period ever 
Now my hair looks like... i don't wanna go sch tomorrow
Because it's my birthday

So happy birthday to me 
I hope everything goes well 

Sunday, October 23, 2011

All Around and Away We Go














23rd October @ Savannah

Ok. This condo...fuckkkking naise condo
Mf gorg i tell u
Gonna marry some richass and get an apartment here
Good plan hm? Me think so

Had a g g g r8 time with mat, fa, za:-)
Spent i think...2 hours...in the pool swimming swimming swimming
The slide was oh so useless sighs
But oh well
They say swimming makes you lose weight so yeah...
Watched paranormal activity afterwards at za's place
Stupid...scary...horror movies
I hate horror movies really hate it
I better sleep in peace tonight if not...ugh

Ok my birthday in 2 days!! Cant wait cant wait cant wait
Actually...haha no not really
It's like the same shit every year nothing special
Just special treatment from everyone else
For a day
And then afterwards...people start treating u like shit again
Ha ha i mean come on u gotta admit this is kinda true
Yikes
Oh well

Hopefully doing my hair tomorrow!! Now this i CANT wait
Tata

x

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Summer heart






Saturday - Pops
Sunday - Swim
Monday - Promotion Day
Tuesday -
Wednesday - Birthday @ Botanical gardens with the gurls
Thursday -
Friday - Birthday celeb @ CQ with cousins
Saturday - Azlan's party

So yeah
Bye

x

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Back to back



Shit
Shit
Shit
Shit
Pure shit

I am...at a loss of words
So.fucking.disappointed.with.myself
Fuck the world
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck

After all the efforts...all the bloody efforts...this is what I get
Honestly don't understand why all the bad things happen to me
Again another depressing post
But k
I was numb, but now I'm seriously getting sick of the entire situation
God my life sucks
Excuse me while I drown in my own miseries

K i hope nobody reads this because they'll think I'm depressed again...hmm ok

Sunday, October 16, 2011

You know who you are

To: you 

It's gonna be tough
Been there done that dont wanna go back
But please, please o please don't do anything stupid 
It's gonna be really difficult
but try to look on the brighter side of things
Things are gonna be really shitty and everything will change 
every fucking thing
so all i gotta say is: good luck 
It's really stupid to say dont overthink things because it's seriously...
impossible
Just do what you gotta do and always...always...remember
there are so many people out there who are going through even worse than you
me
Ah 
I really still cant believe this shit is happening to you. How unexpected
I hope you...yeah 

Always know that I will(try my hardest) to be there for you alright!! 
I'll try 
You know that
you know my number text me if anything happens
Love ya ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ 
X

Holidays

shall 
get my nose pierced
dip dye my hair 
paint my nails 
take up raggae classes 
get a new phone 
a new cam 
my tokyo bike 
a white room 
a holiday getaway 
sneak out at night 
watch endless movies 
three times a week 
a holiday job 
FUCK EVERYTHING:-) 

oh the pleasure

Evident Utensil

How interesting 

I'm at home 
Doing absolutely nothing
With no ice cream whatsoever 

So tempted to go to icc now 
or maybe soa but...god i'm so mf lazy to get myself a tub of ice cream
No sch tmr 
Gonna hang out @ jo's place if i have no psl
lol
To think that... 

nvm
I have 9 more days to my birthday 
Not excited at all 
ok maybe on the 28th heehee 
ok bye 

Friday, October 14, 2011

Bruises

Exams. Over. Finally 
This could only mean 
1)freedom
2)freedom
3)more freedom 

And results can go suck ma ballz 
Bye 
Happy 
But not really 
But i'm not depressed 
No worries baby;-) 

x


Thursday, October 13, 2011

Toothpaste kisses

I need to go back in time
And keep my hair long
I (honestly speaking) miss my hair...so fucking badly
I just wanna tie it into a bun
Or let it down
Things go really well when 1)your skinny 2)your long massive curls
*fuck my grammar

Miiiiiisssss those days
Now it's gonna take me about 3 more years to grow my hair long
Cuz my hair grows so fucking slowly, pissing the shit outta me really
Ok
I have chem mcq tmr
Then, freedom bitchezz
Holy fuck cant wait

Love peace n triangles to u x

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Past

-
Current state: Mindfucked
Sure didnt expect you to be there but lol, ok, interesting
Good seeing ya
4 more papers to go
I'll be a free bitch
Cant wait 
Sexcited 

Met yuri just now, had sogurt and it was so good 
I promote sogurt! Endless toppings...fucking awesome froyo
Whoever wants to enjoy a good cup of froyo, go there 

I need a 24/7 friend who lives in mp...
That'll be so convenient 
Sighs 
Application forms: get here 


Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Skinny people look good in everything
Why do I have to be so fucking fat... 
Ah, life sucks 

:-( 

How about this

Hi

New blog. 4th blog for the year
Let's see how long this will last ha

PS I'm a boring person
PPS You wouldnt wanna be wastin your time reading this
PPPS Thanks

x